Hi all: well, we're back in the UK. We had a good flight overall: back from Maroua to Yaounde, then a day in Yaounde, then back to London via Douala and Zurich. We got back to Oxford just this morning and are in the process of unpacking, etc. There are approximately 9 million Emails in my inbox, so sorry if I haven't got back to you yet.
So this is the last blog post: thanks for following us.
Thinking back over the last couple of months, here are some of my closing thoughts, if you don't mind indulging me one last time:
First of all, as I think back on what we observed during our trip, I find myself pondering what an amazing thing is was that this hospital (and all the ministries that accompany it) should exist at all! Right up in the ‘extreme North’, in a small village called Meskine, a long way away from anything, in a country where (at the best of times) there’s little in the way of infrastructure or services, there it stood, offering crucial health-care to people who, without it, would have had none. When I think about it, in the cold light of day, it seems to stand there as one of those ‘hardly-explainable’ facts on the face of the earth, a testimony to the faith of a few people, themselves (in one sense) very ordinary, but who had an extraordinary vision for something, and the energy and perseverance to see it through. I’m grateful for people like that, who go out and do something extraordinary. I wish I could be like them!
Second, there was the sheer abundance of need. In my limited experience, there’s something about Africa that seems, almost, overwhelming in the scale of its need. New-born babies with kidneys that don’t work, women having miscarried, young men lying in beds just waiting to die from conditions that it’s hard or impossible to diagnose, school-age children prevented from attending classes because of something; and all the time the families themselves were bearing the cost of that illness, whether in terms of money to pay, lost working time, or crops back home that were waiting to be harvested and would soon wither and die. And in a sense these were the lucky ones, the ones who managed to get into the hospital; I know there are many who don’t even have the resources to do that, and (I guess) whose stories never get told.
Third, having said that, every day there was so much to rejoice over: successful operations, families supporting one another, staff being great at their jobs, those who can’t afford it being supported to purchase the crucial medicines they need, and so much more. In fact, spending the time as I did in the role of ‘hospital chaplain’, one of the best moments of the day was when you knocked on the door of a ‘cabine’ and entered, only to find the bed empty and those wonderful words: ‘le malade est liberé’ (‘the patient has been sent home’). I guess it's one of those paradoxes of hospital ministry that, in one sense, it’s better when you don’t see the patient than when you do! I really loved seeing those things.
Fourth and finally, I’ve tried to keep this blog as general as possible, because I know there are loads of different people reading it. But it was very clear to me (and the people running and supporting the whole project would be the first to say it) that all this work was upheld by something more than just strategic planning, good-will and money sent over from the West. Every morning we prayed for the day ahead, and every evening I think the whole hospital was able to say that God himself had been 'in' it:
Second, there was the sheer abundance of need. In my limited experience, there’s something about Africa that seems, almost, overwhelming in the scale of its need. New-born babies with kidneys that don’t work, women having miscarried, young men lying in beds just waiting to die from conditions that it’s hard or impossible to diagnose, school-age children prevented from attending classes because of something; and all the time the families themselves were bearing the cost of that illness, whether in terms of money to pay, lost working time, or crops back home that were waiting to be harvested and would soon wither and die. And in a sense these were the lucky ones, the ones who managed to get into the hospital; I know there are many who don’t even have the resources to do that, and (I guess) whose stories never get told.
Third, having said that, every day there was so much to rejoice over: successful operations, families supporting one another, staff being great at their jobs, those who can’t afford it being supported to purchase the crucial medicines they need, and so much more. In fact, spending the time as I did in the role of ‘hospital chaplain’, one of the best moments of the day was when you knocked on the door of a ‘cabine’ and entered, only to find the bed empty and those wonderful words: ‘le malade est liberé’ (‘the patient has been sent home’). I guess it's one of those paradoxes of hospital ministry that, in one sense, it’s better when you don’t see the patient than when you do! I really loved seeing those things.
Fourth and finally, I’ve tried to keep this blog as general as possible, because I know there are loads of different people reading it. But it was very clear to me (and the people running and supporting the whole project would be the first to say it) that all this work was upheld by something more than just strategic planning, good-will and money sent over from the West. Every morning we prayed for the day ahead, and every evening I think the whole hospital was able to say that God himself had been 'in' it:
‘I will say to the Lord, ‘you are my refuge and my fortress, my God, in whom I will trust’ (Psalm 91)
... and he was, in all things!
Thanks to all those who’ve offered to donate: I’ll get back to you asap with the details. And once more, do let me know (timhowles@gmail.com) if you’d like to donate to the hospital poor fund.
And to finish off, here's a photo of a board that I used to pass every day in the hospital. It shows the number of spare beds that were available in the male and female wards for that day. Suffice to say, it rarely changed from this! I think it shows nicely both the need that remains and the amazing service being offered by the Hopital de Meskine. Thanks!


















































